Nothing By Chance
Posted December 28, 2011
on:I don’t think anything really happens by chance in my life. I believe that God is involved with me from the biggest to the smallest detail. I am in a constant state of awe of how God works in my life, and this is a really good place to be! I experience joy and it is a heartfelt, in my soul, joy. It’s a feeling that no drug could ever compete with. I have never felt such a feeling from any substance I put in my body that can compare to what joy in the Lord feels like. I am experiencing an overwhelming sense of contentment, that my life is finally on track, and going the course that God has wanted for me all along.
Of course, because of my free will and terrible choices I’ve made in my past, I have had to come to this place of joy and purpose by doing it the hard way. But that’s just me, not everyone has to go through the gutter like I did and it is my hope that anyone who reads my blog will not let it get that far. I’ve had many a chance to turn away from a destructive lifestyle and I certainly wish that I would have sooner. I know God certainly wanted me to but He remained faithful no matter how far “gone” I had become and I praise Him and honor His name as often as possible because of it.
This past year has been a tough year for me. But I endured. And I was patient. And I cried. And I doubted. And I feared. And I worried. And I trusted. And I remained steadfast. And my God remained faithful and I’m still here. I am REALLY looking forward to this new year. This is my year. No……..this is God’s year. This is His. This year I’m going to let the light of Jesus shine through me for others to see. I want them to see what a beautiful and wonderful thing it is to have God in their life. I want to be walking proof that the Lord can not only change you but He can COMPLETELY free you from bondage. I don’t have to live my whole life in recovery because I have recovered. There is a misconception in some secular recovery programs that we, as former addicts and alcoholics, will never fully recover from addiction. We can and it is through Jesus Christ that makes this possible. Jesus is the Way, the Truth, and the Life. He and He alone can make us free from anything that holds us in bondage. I am walking proof.
So nothing in my life is happening by chance. All I have to do is keep doing the right things and be obedient to God, to keep Him first in my life and first in my thoughts. As long as I do that, God will handle all the details.
1 | Tom Raines
January 10, 2012 at 7:53 am
Sorry….just catching up on some past writings. This joy that we have found in our recoveries is exactly what I want to share with those yet to experience it.. It is so deep, so true, so fulfilling that I am thankful for my addictions that took me to the place where I had to find and know God. In getting to know Him better this joy, this uncomprehensible joy is what I want to share with others. He is our God of joy and hope!
Thanks for confirming this joy and keep writing sister!
byhisgrace211
January 10, 2012 at 8:30 am
Your comment brings a smile to my face, and I thank you for that. I feel the same way. I use to say that I wish everyone could have what I have but I don’t say that anymore because that’s not true. Everyone CAN have what you and I have. So I now say I wish everyone had the “willingness” to get what I have. 🙂 Many blessings to you Tom and have a Spirit-filled day!
johnconstitution
January 10, 2012 at 9:12 am
Tom, you make an excellent point! I grew up knowing about God, but not a clear understanding of what Jesus did. If not for my addiction to drugs and alcohol, I am not sure what in my life would have brought me to a saving knowledge of Jesus death and life.
With you, I thank the Lord for my addictions, because the brought me to that indescribable joy that only knowing Him can bring.
byhisgrace211
January 10, 2012 at 11:23 pm
That’s awesome John thank you! 🙂